abbyrose3311
ringing in my ears
buzzing that won't go away
can't focus
can't sleep
please go away
please let me rest
bring me peace
leave me be
i thought we had some trust established
i thought this was built on promises and hope in each other
i thought you wouldn't be the one to be mad when you were the one to break a promise
you turn it all back on you
"i'm sorry i'm so terrible"
"i'm sorry i couldn't be better for you"
why am i comforting you when you were the one who broke the promise?
i write, i draw, i sing, i listen to music.
better outlets than other old habits.
leaning against your side, staring up at the stars.
a midnight picnic on a flower filled hillside.
precious moments with you.
sticks and stones may break my bones but words will /always/ hurt me.
people seem to forget the impact of their remarks, how one little comment can stick in the back of someone's mind for ages.
polite.
a simple smile.
polite.
a kind gesture.
polite.
holding my hand.
polite.
holding me close.
polite.
keeping me safe.
polite.
making me happy.
keep me safe
keep me secure
don't let me go
be my seatbelt
bugs under my skin, scratch until they come out, or until the blood runs, whichever comes first.
long car rides into night time skies. adventures with family, seeing things i've never seen before, breakfast - not always good, but very welcome before yet another long car ride.
conflict follows her wherever she leads.
she argues with her boss over tedious tasks.
she argues with her mother over past due bills.
she argues with the cashier over pennies and dimes.
but conflict creates opportunity.
her boss gave her a raise.
her mother agreed to let her help pay bills.
her cashier finally agreed to keep the change.
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