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i had listened listened to your music
you know
the kind that's yours
that i so want to make mine
(but i never will)
finding a song i liked
i could never find it again
i found it by mistake
and i was startled
startled because it was mine now
but it was as much as mine as the night controls the sun
and we all know its not really mine
it's yours
i dare you
to show me everything
not the things anyone else thinks
i want to see
your smile when its rainy
your hair when its sunny
anything that will bring out your highlights
a book that's opened in front of me
reveals itself to me
openly
be a book
and let me turn your pages
i want to bring a camera
with me
wherever we go
i dont care if you look bad
you never look bad
when you smile
the smile that i love
the happiness i want to see
i'll bring it everywhere
ill be a typical tourist
terribly embarrassing
i hope you dont
m i n d
i'll bring it everywhere
because
really
i want to keep my memories
of you
i lost what i thought i never had
you never told me
but i knew it
i knew it from the start
and now i miss everything
oh, what a coincidence to be given such a word on such a day
i want to talk to you
to speak in your tones
tones that i cant say, but you say i say so well
i cant choose
and now ive lost
lost you
i close the cabinet
the same one that your built
shaking the hinges
like a skeleton just
b r o k e n
it turns to dust
fading until i can't hear the sound anymore
like a beast's
c r y
a lonely beat
that warped and wound up in a time here
without you
and that beast
is
m e