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i had listened listened to your music you know the kind that's yours that i so want to make mine (but i never will) finding a song i liked i could never find it again i found it by mistake and i was startled startled because it was mine now but it was as much as mine as the night controls the sun and we all know its not really mine it's yours

dare

i dare you to show me everything not the things anyone else thinks i want to see your smile when its rainy your hair when its sunny anything that will bring out your highlights a book that's opened in front of me reveals itself to me openly be a book and let me turn your pages

camera

i want to bring a camera with me wherever we go i dont care if you look bad you never look bad when you smile the smile that i love the happiness i want to see i'll bring it everywhere ill be a typical tourist terribly embarrassing i hope you dont m i n d i'll bring it everywhere because really i want to keep my memories of you

losses

i lost what i thought i never had you never told me but i knew it i knew it from the start and now i miss everything oh, what a coincidence to be given such a word on such a day i want to talk to you to speak in your tones tones that i cant say, but you say i say so well i cant choose and now ive lost lost you

cabinet

i close the cabinet the same one that your built shaking the hinges like a skeleton just b r o k e n it turns to dust fading until i can't hear the sound anymore like a beast's c r y a lonely beat that warped and wound up in a time here without you and that beast is m e

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Sophie wrote about dare
“i dare you to show me everything not the things anyone else thinks i want to see your smile when its rainy your hair when its sunny anything that will bring out your highlights a book that's …”

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