aggie
The leaves have fallen from the trees.
The smells of apple cider and cinnamon sticks fill the air.
Happiness.
She is eternally bound to her fate.
Cliche.
I am eternally bound to using cliches.
Religion.
Jesus lives in eternal freedom? Maybe I should go to church more often.
I want to be saved.
I want to be taken away from the screaming and yelling and fighting and hatred.
Someone
Anyone
Please
Save me from the hell I'm in.
It's highly probable that I will change majors at the end of the semester.
My head already hurts with the thought of college level calculus and physics.
Oh boy.
Spongbob.
I can't believe the first thing I think of is spongebob. I suppose this makes me immature? Childish? Silly?
Well, I'm 18 years old, I think of spongebob and I'm proud to say it.
Suddenly the surroundings melted away and formed a new world, a very familiar world.
Events that had once occurred began to occur again.
Feelings that had long since died boiled up again...
They created a lie, an entire story to tell us.
They created our feelings towards this story.
But then they tore it down and we were left speechless.
How do you feel when you've felt feelings for something false?
No money, no food, no lodging, no love, no support, no happiness.
None.
When I pass by people on the road like this I always feel my heart break a little more and I want to buy them food and bring it to them.
nun. Catholic. I'm catholic and I somehow have managed to never have a nun in my family. I don't think my parents would even like it if I were to become a nun. I know I would hate it. Nuns have terrible lives
All the miles between home and college...
No parents to give me money and food upon request...
No high school friends to see...
No fridge to raid...
All of this...
Doesn't matter! There aren't enough miles in the world
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