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I stood as quickly as I could, there was nothing I could do. He wasn't going to admit anything. in the frenzy I whipped everything off the table I yelled "WHY WOULD YOU KISS ME BACK?!" I stormed from the room and left him to himself, he wasn't worth it. But, my brain was a whirl of crazy and there wasn't anything that could be done.

She coughed, and I wasn't sure what to do. She wasn't feeling well and I knew this. so I started humming softly something my mother used to sing to me when I was sick. "Mmm" she said snuggling up to me holding my hand "I haven't had anyone sing me a lullaby in a very long time" I smiled though I wasn't exactly singing I could tell that she didn't really care.

He sat at the front of the classroom talking to the students. Our teacher adviser. The same man I'd been seeing all summer, the man that I had made believe i was a college student. I mean, I never said that exactly. I told him I was a senior and he assumed that I meant in college. He saw me that first day, and now things have become complicated.

blast

I had a blast from the past when I saw him standing in the corner of our high school reunion. I whispered to Michelle, my old best friend and said "Is that Pimple face?" And it indeed was, but his acne had cleared up and he was now one spicy bit of man beef.

curse

It must have been a curse. I'd never had issues with my hair falling out while brushing. I think I know who was the blame for it too. It must have been the little quiet girl from math class. She'd always been jealous of me. She even said "yes, your hair looks so pretty today" when people were complementing on my new hair color.

There was a small place off the coast, where i would go when I'm angry. It wasn't much but it was a shelter from the elements and a shelter from my negitive feelings of home. I always made myself let go as I listened to the waves crash around me. It was raining heavy today, so I know they will be worried. But I could not bring myself to return just yet.

She has blonde hair like i once did, she looks like me and sounds a bit like me too. I wasn't ever able to be a sister to Autumn, but, somehow it seems like fate that we were able to find eachother. They say the internet can do almost anything, but i didn't think it would bring me and my birth sister together, but it did. I just wish I knew how to be an older sister.

I met him on the hill. I didn't even think that there were still shepherds these days. He said that he came from down south, but I didn't hear it in his voice. We talked late into the night by the fire sheep were wandering idlely about. "why do you do this?" I asked "Who doesn't want a Job they can spend under the sun and stars?"

I was warned that this would be hard. Not having been a student in so long, I was doing overly well for my first two weeks, now it feels like it is weighing on my shoulders. Trying to write well, I thought I was a writer, but maybe I was wrong. I cannot write at all. I have been warned that this would be hard just because something is going to be hard, doesn't mean i should not try.

There was an insect inside the hardening amber liquid on the tree---someday this would be worth millions but right now, It is not. I watch as it twitches and slowly and dies someday to be put on a pendent of someones necklace

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Alyss wrote about cheek
“His fingers brushed my cheek for a moment. And then he was gone---just gone it was like he wasn't even there. My best friend has been dead, and I didn't know, I wouldn't accept it and he finally said…”

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