andrejka97
Ich blickte in den Horizont und sah die untergehende Sonne. Die Letzten Sonnenstrahlen schienen mir ins Gesicht und ich merkte das ich seit langer zeit wieder Glücklich war.
what is essential for beeing loved? beauty or money? pah! maybe the people won´t see you on a party because you are not "The Beauty" but if a guy sees a good character and how shy and cute you can be you´ll be the only one.
we ran over the field. Bombs were falling everywhere. i hate the war. it is terrible. hearing a high tune, jumped the last meter to the near woods. a crowd cried somewhere behind me, but then the bomb reache the floor and i feel deaf.. then a second later one more hit me.
I found an old jacket in our gardenhouse. Holding it in my hands i can smell my gandpa and suddenly i see him sitting in the garden smoking or cutting the gras. I can see all the memories like a movie playing in my head..
Her hair was golden. She was so beautiful. But was she my dreamgirl? I don´t know.. If i think about it, I would say: She is a beauty, but one of that girls, who are cheerleader and bullying that freaks at school. Could I accept it? To have a girl, everybody likes, who ist well-behaved, when she wants something, but to other people horrible?
I am hungry and this is heightened by the coffee shops along the streets. But if you don't have money to buy something you won't get anything. Why did i run away ? I was the craziest idea come to a big city without a penny in my pocketts. But if I see all the people here I just want to leave the civilisation no more strong feelings and no more seeing her face in every thought.
If I think about the children in the 5. grade i only see them with a phone... WHERE IS THE CHILDHOOD?! I cant remember a day when I wasn´t outside. But they haven´t time to play with each other.. I mean play! not Video-games or playing doodle jump while they´re driving home from school. But I understand them. I wouldn´t run and play outside after the whole day busy with school-things. But I would miss it. I just would TAKE the time, because I´m only one time and only a few years a child. The liabilities are my whole life there, so why shouldn´t I enjoy my life not now with activities I like to instead of sitting home alone or anything?
She came in my room. "Are you completely crazy?" "You shout be grateful that i didn´t beat the shit out of him!" She tried to hit me but I was faster. Holding her hand a gave her a kiss. Then i let her standing there and went out of my room with a big smile on my face.
-Why don´t you tell me you can see all this things?-
+You never asked me.+
-How long is it going on now?-
+A while...+
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