askari
"Why do you cling onto me?"
"You are my pillar."
"No, I am not. You are your own foundation. I am just an excuse for you to hold onto your past."
Clash.
Between two souls of lovers who thought they could never be together.
Clash.
Between cultures who respect the traditional values of religion to the extent of prejudice and hatred.
Clash.
Between the multiple personalities of the people who make up me.
Reflex. To me, I use this as a personal maintenance device. My reflex is to keep those who are close to me here in my heart, so I will backlash everything to keep them within grasp. I don't want to let them go.
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