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What goes around comes around. What stops will start and stop again. I don't know if it is supposed to make sense. All my mind does is go in and out. I only hope that one that it'll stop.
Push and pull. That is a way to go. I think. God I don't even know.
Oh what the fuck is this despair? God, I am through with this stupid sense of helplessness. I am through with feeling like I've lost something and like I can never get back up. Life goes on. That's is the only truth and it will always be that way. Life goes on. And you know what? I am only moving up and out from here. I am forcing my way to be happy.
It worked. One step forward every second. Step. Step. Step. Step.
He sighed as he placed his head on the table to watch the small gadget walk slowly across the wood. He wanted it to scurry. Then it would be a success. His little baby gadget.
He opens his mouth and let's out a raucous sound. It's frightening and chilling as he continues to go off. He's laughing someone realizes. He is clenching his side doubling over, laughing like a maniac.
Oh, god. It hurts. It hurts. Why does it hurt so much? My whole body feels like it's ripping a part. My mind is flashing in and out. And god...my heart...it hurts. What is going on? How did I get here? What is wrong with me? What is going to happen to me next?
Please god. Please. Save me from dying...
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