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you're filthy and disgusting
don't cover up your tracks
I want to forget you and make you go away
but you keep coming back
and now I'm lost on you again
like I always am
I carry it with me
everywhere I go
it belongs to me
and doesn't want to let go
not sure why I still hold on
I'm positive that some of it is yours
thank you for leaving it
but I'm too afraid to face it
it just kind of feels perverse
to look at it all alone
you've never accepted my offer as openly and gladly as that day; I know your hands shook with fear despite you smiling, eitherway. I could only touch your lips gratefully and gracefully and begin to realise what I'd miss- some stranger in my bed that I was thankful just to kiss.
you look at me with the hungry eyes that want to devour and I give you parts of me to keep you at bay. it's a futile attempt at denying my feelings, but I'm hoping that maybe you can take away the part of me that still thinks loving you is a good idea.
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