charlott99
Everything I've ever done has come with a warning. "Possible side effects" "Do this and you're grounded" "This is your first strike" Can we ever do anything without the fear that someone will chastise us or get is in trouble for our actions? Can we ever do anything without fear?
I'm on the edge of a very tall cliff. I look over and my feet accidentally bump pebbles into the abyss. If I take one step forward, I am swallowed into the trenches of the earth. I am swallowed into the trees and stones and other bodies that have fallen before me..or jumped.
I don't know how to describe it, but sometimes I get this weird feeling that I'm not full. That I'm only a part of myself and you're the other part and I feel empty and disjointed because I can't be with you all the time. You're not even understanding. It's not one of those telepathic things where you understand me when no one else does. I just wish I could be with you forever.
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