cowriteme
'"the struggle is real"
the struggle is not real for you
you don't understand
stop taking our language
you ignorant cunt
stop taking our culture
and using it to look cool
stop taking our pain
and making us fools"
Is this how they really feel?
i was wrong
i was reading
entries
from every 'candice' ever on this site
that makes more sense
so..
leveled
the tree is leveled
big branch
smaller branch, by maybe one inch
smaller branch
smaller branch
smaller branch
why is christmas so great anyway?
i don't know about anything leveled
all i know is
i don't think i wrote everything on this account
i had to have been hacked
because somethings "I've" written
could have never come out of my brain
I've never been that brilliant
i've always dreamed of being a celebrity
i'm studying theatre
but i know i'll never get there
not at my weight
that's a tad dramatic
and mean
he takes my body in it's entirety
for the first time
i feel
a body next to mine
my grandpa played bluegrass music
every weekend
for 40 years
then finally
he laid down his bass
gave me his guitar
he plays now
only 2 weekends a month
and hates the drive there
he shot the footage from 10 feet away
the girl looked at him, and he said "look away"
"don't look at the camera"
"pretend it's not there"
but it wasn't the camera
she was worried about
only criminals need stealth
and maybe some "good guys" too
i just thought some really self-deprecating thoughts
like i'm not good enough because i'll never have stealth
and i can't even
turn the thought
into poetry
i suck.
god
the ever present watcher of years past
i spent so much time
trying to please you
to make myself "good"
good enough
then i finally found out
you weren't real
and my entire world
turned
upside down
the sensation was instant
my first cigarette
i claim it to be my last
(but we'll see)
in one instant
i understood
but what i don't understand
is how
everyone else
aren't scared
like me
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