dani.writes.too
this sucks
this is a terrible word
i cant think of anything that goes with this
my heart is beating at the pace of the blades of a helicopter?
no thats wrong
i look up and see a helicopter?
no wrong too
a helicopter come take me away
no no no
its all wrong
gods do i do anything right?
no no no
once again
you are my happiness
i see it in those brown eyes
i see it in your smile and i hear it in your laugh
i see it when i look at you
i see it and so i know
you are my happiness
this anxiety runs deep
this anxiety mocks me
i cant think with this anxiety
its there even when i sleep
haunting haunting
it never leaves me be
does it even make a difference?
can't keep up,
with this resistance.
can't keep up,
why won't you listen?
can you feel it?
this overbearing distance
tell me do I even make a difference?
writing since 2023 · 4 entries · 4 days shown up
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the words Dani reaches for
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