dreamingsoul
sure, for you it was just another fling. it was just another kiss, it was just yet another lost lover. but to me it was more than that. I actually believed in us.
Despite of all the shit everyone has given me, despite all the ignorant remarks and immature commentary that I have experienced, my mind is made up. I like the person you are and I like the person I am when I'm with you. And that is all that will ever matter to me.
Together, I feel like anything is possible. You make me feel like I can accomplish anything as long as I'm with you. Your strength holds me up, even when I have fallen.
You are my salvation, you helped me no one else would. You stayed by my side after all we've been through. For this my love, I am eternally grateful.
I thought I saw your face, in banks of the misty night. It all seemed so clear to me when in fact everything was not what I had perceived. Where are you?
I'm in the zone. Well that is pretty great to say when it's actually the opposite. I'm a mess. Torn between love and success. Money and fame. I don't know what I want anymore. All that I thought was real is fading away, slipping through my fingers.
Although there is always the doubt at the back of our mind that something might go wrong, you're safe, locked up, surrounded by protection. I'll only use you when I need you because you're too valuable to be near me.
To learn a specific concept, one must truly apply that concept to their daily lives. The concept of nirvana is defined as the liberation of suffering. To reach nirvana, I must become one with the earth and cleanse my soul to gain spirituality.
I read your texts, and it frightens me how much I actually care about you. It scares me how such short and simple words can make my heart soar to various places. ILY
you punctured your words like a dagger slitting my soul to pieces. though my emotions state the contrary, my heart feels differently. I hurt, I ache.. what you think of me is all that ever matters.
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