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The blood was pouring out of me like water from a spicket. I had nowhere to go, and no way to get there. I had no way of contacting anyone. And that was the last thing I thought of before My subconscious faded away.
She plays without knowing. Without the realization that someone watches her. That one day, she may be in danger. That one day, she may be in love. That one day, she will hurt. She is careless, and she plays.
There are a lot of signs in this life. Signs telling you what to do, where to go, what not to do. But it is not fate. Fate does not exist. You make your own choices, depending on how you take the signs that are sent your way.
I once got dehydrated at summer camp. I was in bed and I just started shaking and started to feel really sick. A couple of my cabin mates walked down to the main hall to find the counselors. Nothing really happened. They just made me drink a lot of water.
I love magazines. I pretty much only read 17 and Cosmo and magazines like that. I want to do this art thing with them where you cut out letters from your favorite pictures and articles and make them into a quote. Fun little craft.
Before you step out onto the floor, you have to get into that zone. Get pumped up. Go over every step, every beat, every count. They announce you and it's your turn. Go out there and give it your all.
I want to get away from here. I want to create my own life how I want to. I want to move to somewhere I can be on my own. I want me. The real me. Not who I am now, but how I aspire to be.
People text way too much nowadays. What ever happened to talking face to face? There is really no social interaction anymore. I mean texting is convenient for a lot of things, but sending 40,000 texts a month is way too much.
Illegal. Substances. Drugs. Drugs are bad. I don't really understand the appeal to them. No matter if it's peer pressure or thinking ill of yourself I don't understand why a lot of people resort to them with all of the awful stories and facts about them.
I really don't know what a modem is. I'll make something up.
It looks like Demon if you switch one of the m's to and n. Wow. Lovely mind I have.
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