emii

We have our fireplace in the TV room. I love going down there to watch movies durring the winter time. Its also right next to our tree. A lot of memories have to do with the fire place and i want one in my next home.
I first think of rain. But then I think of my life how I let everything just build up. how I dont tell anyone how Im feeling or how Im mad at what they have done. I just want everyone to be happy and everything to be okay. I need to learn that its okay to be what I want or not be what i want. And I need to find someone that can take my downpour of feelings
with conviction i walk away from that short lived dream of a girl and a boy. It just wasnt right. i didnt know how to end it but I knew that one day I would be happy with my choice no matter how much it hurt now. So with conviction i will walk away.