euraine
Discovering things that baffled you before is one of life's greatest joys. Like feeling pain for such a long time only to find out that it's for you to appreciate happiness once it knocks on your door once more.
Sometimes, it feels bittersweet to feel that someone is still there for you but her heart will be locked forever for you. It is frustrating to know that you had the chance to have her, to love and to hold. But now, it's just friendship that you can offer to each other. I wonder how this will end.
Rooting for something you don't believe in is like fooling yourself. This is how I feel about launching a product that is still all sorts of awry right now.
A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step. That's what they always tell me. But then again, I usually get excited over my goals that I take several steps at once, wanting to get to the destination as fast as possible. Lately, I have realized that sometimes, it is the journey that matters and not the destination. :)
I used to love listening to the radio. That is, before I had my iPod. Now, I just access the radio hits chart online and download the top hits. They say it's still a good medium for advertising but if the target market is people like me, I guess not.
I never knew that I had it in me to find comfort in a domestic life. Just enjoying staying at home surfing the net, writing poems/blogs or just watching movies snd preparing the popcorn. I am more of an adrenaline junkie, I have fun at parties, movies, adventure trails. I get bored easily when it becomes steady. But then again, what I'm doing now is FUN.
I am tempted to reach out, to give in. But I don't know where it will lead to. What we have right now is bliss. And I want to keep it that way. Go your way and I will go mine. If at some point we meet again, then that's when I will take a leap of faith.
Curiosity killed the cat. That's what they say in the neighborhood where i grew in. But that did not stop me from the doing the things i want to do, to wonder, to be curious. And it got me places. It got me out of that neighborhood. It made me think of a much larger life and future. Live life curiously, it is rewarding =)
When I think of this word, I always imagine SHOES!! <3 I love SHOE-SHOPPING. =) I feel that it's every girl's mission to find the perfect pair of shoes, one that has the optimum heel level to make herf feel tall enough at the same time flatter her feet and match her ever diverse choice of outfits. :)
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