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I was a teenage wasteland
I don't even know what the fuck that's from but
it rather oddly applies
I miss being a teenager...but at the same time I don't.
I didn't have Kyle as a teenager.
I was treated like shit as a teenager.
But...
I had time for my books and my music.
But...
Kyle.
The best part of my life wasn't here.
Thus
I was a teenage wasteland.
Noticing someone across a crowded room, all that Romeo and Juliet bullshit
never should happen.
the people who crush you in the end are the ones you don't even see to begin with.
the ones who you just happen to find yourself with almost against your will
and then they look at you
you talk
and then you just kind of fall and fall and fall
and spiral
and it's all kind of crushed for the rest of your life.
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