fairydust154
I could alter the past if I had a time machine, and believe me I would. I can't help but regret all of the things I should have done. Unfortunately, this is not an option and the only alteration I can make is to my future.
The life of an actress is all about rejection, rejuvenation, and self- confidence; but mostly rejection.
When I was younger I had this pink and black, feathered boa. I used to wrap this fluorescent snake around my neck and parade around the neighborhood. In my room I'd pretend to accept my academy award. Then, one day, it broke; and like my dreams is scattered somewhere in the oblivion.
It's like I'm having an existential crisis. Everything I do is wrong, and I can't figure out how to fix it. I've been playing this game of cat and mouse with someone who couldn't care less about me; but if it's wrong, why does it feel so good.
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