haannaah
i thought to myself "things will change." i thought everything will be okay
ill be
happy
but guess what? my thoughts were wrong, my thoughts were wrong.
you need to change.
things need to change because of YOU
YOU need to go out and be proactive
and be the thing
you wish
to change
then, then
you will be
happy
her feet dancing was like a painter paints: swift, smooth, delicate. she was beautiful on stage, but everywhere else she was sad, black inside.
somebody wants you
somebody will hold you and kiss you and tell you the three words
you want to hear
somebody thinks youre the most beautiful person on the planet
and just wants
you
somebody will kiss you and hug you and cuddle with you
somebody wants to be the person always there for you
somebody wants to make you happy
i draw a blank
i draw a blank
i draw a blank
nothing
who knows what to do in a time like this??
what can i do?
i draw a blank
i draw a blank
i draw a blank
who knows how to comfort me?
who knows how to comfort one another??
i spent so much time with you, and what do i receive in return? absolutely nothing.
i spent my heart on you and what do i receive? nothing in return.
it feels like shit when you do something for someone and they don't care
absolute fucking shit.
i spent my soul, my love, my everything on you and nothing i do does any good.
the scream, the noise of the
tiger
alone, trying to search for the mate
the loneliness is eating him, like how he consumes a gazelle in one bite
so ravenous
all he thinks about
all he roars about
is being
alone
you, me, us
together as one
we are
o
n
e
a being to ourselves, themselves
simple as that
i don't want to be alone,
i wish to be with you
together
as one
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