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teeth

I grind mine I like how it feels after I put my retainer in Sometimes I like the feeling after I floss them really well I have dreams about losing all my teeth and I panic a lot but then I wake up and I feel so much better

i don't know where i'm going but i might as well charge along headfirst because it's probably better than here

since

I just haven't been the same since there's been rain in my head It fills me up It fills me up And it won't let up

gone

Where has my happiness gone? Is it behind the trees and bushes I used to play in when I was younger? Is it next to my favorite old stuffed dog? (I loved him so) Did I leave it out in the cold? Because no matter where I look, I cannot find it. It's simply vanished.

mass

all unique snowflakes part of the same blinding blizzard each a star in one infinite skyline we are the same in our nonconformity

one day you won't be so sad one day you won't be so angry one day you won't be so hurt and scared and confused and worried and lonely one day you will be happy

walls

they go up they come down but sometimes they're impenetrable sometimes they're glass sometimes they break but sometimes there's nothing on the other side

I don't know why I feel this way There are so many reasons and sometimes none at all Across the board, I see no other players but I know they're there, silently hiding Because we all feel various pieces of the same pain

vote

learning about history makes me really grateful that i live in a country where voting is allowed albeit, it is commonplace that people are still today denied their right to voice their political beliefs i suppose it's a work in progress

they talk but don't listen they smile but look away they stare at mirrors all day wondering if everyone else does, too

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on this day 14 years ago

hollymarie wrote about props
“the stage is a strange place people come and go, shakespeare said long ago but maybe they don't maybe we're all just props for the larger players or maybe there are no players and if all the wor…”

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