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I grind mine
I like how it feels after I put my retainer in
Sometimes I like the feeling after I floss them really well
I have dreams about losing all my teeth and I panic a lot but then I wake up and I feel so much better
i don't know where i'm going
but i might as well charge along headfirst
because it's probably better than here
I just haven't been the same since there's been rain in my head
It fills me up
It fills me up
And it won't let up
Where has my happiness gone?
Is it behind the trees and bushes I used to play in when I was younger?
Is it next to my favorite old stuffed dog? (I loved him so)
Did I leave it out in the cold?
Because no matter where I look, I cannot find it.
It's simply vanished.
all unique snowflakes part of the same blinding blizzard
each a star in one infinite skyline
we are the same in our nonconformity
one day you won't be so sad
one day you won't be so angry
one day you won't be so hurt
and scared
and confused
and worried
and lonely
one day you will be happy
they go up
they come down
but sometimes they're impenetrable
sometimes they're glass
sometimes they break
but sometimes there's nothing on the other side
I don't know why I feel this way
There are so many reasons
and sometimes none at all
Across the board, I see no other players
but I know they're there, silently hiding
Because we all feel various pieces of the same pain
learning about history makes me really grateful that i live in a country where voting is allowed
albeit, it is commonplace that people are still today denied their right to voice their political beliefs
i suppose it's a work in progress
they talk but don't listen
they smile but look away
they stare at mirrors all day
wondering if everyone else does, too
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