jbartman
take charge. be in charge. i've lived a lot of life trying so hard to be in charge. but it turns out that even in a day and age where an entire culture is bent towards more and more control over people, places, and things, taking charge is exactly the opposite of what i've needed to do to be happy. i've needed to learn to let go.
i haven't shown anybody anything in what feels like ages. what is there to show? i used to show stories that i'd written in an ecstasy of anger and rage and felt were perfect if only everybody else might understand them. but that's not how it works.
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