journeylane
not the place for me. Couch? ouch
I'd rather sleep on the floor.
I'd rather walk out the door and into my car and drive off.
Couch is for slouch. Haven't owned one in years. Makes for lazy time...
sometimes I miss the cuddling.
Pouch.
not in the mood, I guess.
Just breath
hold it in...
Let it out...
Pouch.
really? rally?
today of all days, with its overcast and heartache
Today when I rallied at 5am to get on a train, to get on a bike, to get to a class that I didn't want to be in in the first place.
Rally the troops of my soul to do something worthwhile.
I do
Like my mother
Like I am his mother, I hover and judge.
I hover and critique the world as though I am without flaw
because I am full of flaw
because I work so hard to be above it
Salt in my nose
changed my life.
neti.
Salt in the shower, neti
now no allergies, no sinus infections, no headaches.
NO Asthma.
Salt in my nose
changed my life.
neti.
Salt, like the ocean, purifies us
Did I miss it, that magic time when a brain is a sponge,
when my son was a sponge... did I give enough,
did I waste it?
Is there still time?
Can we get re-sponged even in our older years?
We gonna rock down to...
sometimes you don't think you'll find yourself on the same avenue
16 years in the past
16 years ago, a different you
Same people, nothing new.
Like time stayed still here.
Chance is a dog I know
In most ways he is slow.
But in the river he dives
and I follow.
He dove under a boulder
and shot out the other side.
I did too.
It was a hell of a ride.
Secretary
A foreign concept to me.
But, perhaps a good idea.
Yes, I think I need a secretary.