kristinhealy
All I can think of is how a panda can be the kind of bear you should snuggle with. Think about how much fur they have on their bodies. It just looks so fluffy.
For the past two weeks, I was sentenced to a horrible state of grief. My physical state is slow and uncooperative with my mind, driving me into constant thirst and sickness. I can no longer think straight. I guess the coping I'm experiencing is finally getting to me.
begin.
begin today, begin NOW.
for there might not be a tomorrow or another moment.
Start the change that you should always succeed in. Make all those moments worth it.
BEGIN HERE AND NOW.
I ate dinner quite early today. The typical entree sat on its plate in front of me: A piece of chicken, which looked tasteless, cooked spinach, and stuffed shells. Despite it was a dreary and gloomy Sunday, it was pretty good.
There is an earring in my left ear. I take it out and the lobe starts top swell with pain. I'm not going to say it hurts, but it bothers me too much.
I sit at this desk. My stories pour out of my mind, like flowing water in a stream. But I cannot find the place to set them in stone. But as I sit here, they return to me as if they were new again. I thank my desk for this simple gift.
I wish there were attendants for everything. Having that opportunity can make everything so much better than how it is now. Oh well... however, one can dream of anything, right?
And sometimes, having a dream of it can make it happen in real life.
Today is just another unsatisfying day. The life outside lacks its luster; its rainy atmosphere sucking life into a blank state.
I captured a bird today...and I released it. And a memory returns into my head, bringing me back to what happened that one day.
There are times where I still miss her.
"Requiescat in pace" 3/29/2011
My mind is drifting away to a lonely island, where the voices of the unknown cry, where the black waters of forgetfulness lap the shores of my consciousness.
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