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cutest. i think of him. automatically. its not like i can help it. his face creeps into my head in less than a second. ughhh his face. when he smiles. my body does cartwheels on the inside. everytime i hear is voice, his name, my butterflys bang on the walls of my stomach trying to fly out. i want it to last forever.
Millions. Chaos everywhere. Pushing crowds and getting flipped and spinned in circles. Yells echo and bounce of walls. Blurs of colors flash in places. Panic. Try and find your spot.
Moist rich soil swallows you up and you fall into its trap. Dirty soft hands grab you all over pulling you in. you can feel the rough scars on their palms and them dry blood on the fingernails. you cant fight back. Your thoughts scream at you begging to be let go. but your body cant move. Frustration comes over you as you drown and fall deeper into the ground. air pushed out of you and you suffocate watching the leaves fall and branches sway. and it all turns black.
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