livdanielle
I don't want to go. And no one can make make me. Progress is for failures. I want to be a free bird, one that no one can cage. I want to be free. Free me. NO. STOP. I just...I don't want this. It's not for me.
What a solution. Blocking all thoughts of creativity, individuality, and purity from my mind. No. Not a single fragile thought comes to mind. All such things flushed away with a pill. A happy pill. If that's what it's suppose to do, why don't I feel happier? I just want my mind back, but i cannot go back to wear I was. Too dangerous.
The Balloons float towards the sky. I try to watch them get smaller and smaller, but the sun burns my eyes. Yet I look anyways. It's painful at first, watching the memories float away. But I have grown up. At that moment the balloons are too small to see.
The sweat drips down my face. But I don't mind. Not at a time like this, no not right now. Now, in this moment I am focused on one thing only. Him. And how to get away, how to stop all of this madness, how to get back to myself and away from him. No, it's not sweat at all, it's tears.
Me and the crew. Inseparable some say. Not by choice, but by fate. Me and the crew. Sounds rather masculine really, but we are beautiful creatures. Like nothing anyone has ever seen before. So thank you.
Who will adopt this heart? For it is dull and shattered, not quite like the young pretty new ones. Someone out there though, must want this little heart. Fix it up and show it love and it will work just fine, even better than fine. Who will adopt this heart?
Snap this photo, real quick please. Just remember this moment in time, because alas it will be gone shortly. You cannot remember everything, but if you just take a second to look around and appreciate this life, maybe you will see my photo.
To have ones sacred touch is to be that one true piece of the everlasting hope in this everlasting dark tunnel we call life. This is all I could ask for from you to me, please.
Ironic, my parents are at the cabin, I'm probably going to have friends over and this is a really sucky word for today, because I hate that god damn cabin with all of my heart. I'm writing nonsense because I'm having a fucking 2 month writers block.
float. just float. some where else. just float. float up up and away. to a place so far off form here. float. swinging back and worth. no weight. close your eyes. and float. float on sleepy babe, float on.
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