Lovelysunnyday3
lifes sweetness, well bittersweet
but a cavity in the soul is a deceiving treat
for consume the bread and dough
for ingrained in us
this all we know
inabilities plague the malcontent of the soul
stepping backwards without feet to stand on.
lovely dreams of the agonizing understanding
gathering together the irreparable damage
one does not leave the bedside
i wanted everything from the start
thoughts justified by definition of the heart
everything cant always be fair and true
but thats facts in life not nonsense i spew
justice doesnt come for everything thats justify
and something complicated wont always simplify
death in the morning mirrors births in the evening
so good vibes in your soul is what you should be bringing
everything seems small when looking down below
tower abouve ourselvesand others elevated by the ego
everything that swims wont ever know the sky
but the birds in the blue wont feel water rushing by
everything is finally putting itself back together
but how long will this time be does it get any better
question rise from ones inner depth looking for absolution
but the way you try first isnt always the solution
now everything can mean that or nothing all the same
but it means everything when youre the sucker of the game
now those close to my heart mean everything to me
and thats enough for me to just let everything in the world be.
All i ever wanted was to be accepted, but this worlds so unforgiving and nothing i expected. They put the veil over our eyes till we walk and graduate then the send us unarmed in a world full of hate.
Everywhere there are black hearts and cold souls, you get cast aside if you dont do what your told. In these times you cant teach new tricks to the old, the only way to get ahead is with your soul already sold.
They say you are worth something but it aint worth more than a penny. Youre just another sheep in their flock, just one of many. You can work hard to achieve your dreams but with how the world works people just lose steam thinking its easier than it seems
People tend to forget that everyone bleeds, put themselves before others. A pedestal for their needs that are met selfishly, while pretending with an outstretched hand to quickly pull away. Youre a fool if you believe its any other way.
Positivity is often a facade, most people walk around with a smile plastered on, living life in that view is blissful denile. People never stay, only here for awhile. You given them an inch and they take a mile.
My heart is to big to be contained in my rib cage, running low on love, refueling on rage. Having a heart in a heartless world created a jaded women from a innocent girl.
Im a contradiction walking among the facade. people have mentalities like they are higher than gods, but ill tell you what i dont find odd, is when people screw you over to benefit their agenda. People tryna act sweet but all i taste is splenda.
So much in this life im trying to comprehend,
All the wounds in my heart im just trying to mend. Since i have no idea, i guess this is where ill end
as life become one giant pool of suffocation
the water filling my lungs, drinking it in desperation
i tried to find a way to swim to the surface
but i guess the ocean bottom is what i would worship
to find a way breathe the air
into the dark abyss i longingly would stare
what a conundrum to want drown but also breathe
i guess the mind is plagued with what it can conceive
if only drinking the water would provide me with gills
and then my lungs wouldn't burst from the depression that fills
and the salt wouldn't burn my eyes as i came up to the sun
it kissed my skin and told me that that this battle i have one
Gently placed hand on my shoulder
with the warmth and support that i need
to build up toward the sky where there
is a limit that i need to push past.
believing in myself can be hard
i'm not one to stand my ground most of the time
i just carry myself through life
and hope that my cry will be heard if even uttered
Reaching out for invisible ties that bind us together
but they are just figments of imagination
the only thing we are bound by is gravity
and even then we can push past that into space
i could have seen it coming.
i could have tried to stop
but i couldn't seem to do it
the inevitable i put off.
i gathered all my energy
and tried to follow through
but in the end the trails i left
were windy and askew
i could of taken one way
but chose the other path
footstep after footstep
and the unwavering wrath
of all the things that i had done
both good, bad and in between
and as they say in this life.
not all things are what they seem
i ran along side the mountain
brimming with beauty
towering over the valley below
my eyes followed the moon
yet in place, in front of me
laid ahead the treacherous route
that my soul had wanted to take
not fearing that it could bring turmoil
on the heart and mind.
yet if i was to just ascend down
and be on my merry way
my soul would not be at peace.
for the only comfort is going outside your comfort zone
yet many paths you may take
ultimately lead to your path
and whether you choose to take it
be it mountain view or valley below.
you're perspective is what matters
towering over the ego and emotions
letting the soul breathe from the redundant
turbulence of everyday woes
This life has a way of leading you
into unfamiliar territory
to things that even your calm side
can't tame the wilderness roaming inside you
and yet here you stand amongst that
waiting for the opportune moment
to strike your claws into life
like a lion in that of a gazelle
and take the world for the mighty creature you are
the light silhouetted your face
and illuminated the eyes that bore
such depth that no ocean bottom could compare too
and i traced along the laugh lines on your face
with my eyes and heart.
paralleling my own to yours
how handsome you are to me.
and watched as every step you took
even those you took back
just kept in line with the beat of life.
like footprints in the snow i followed
stumbling myself with not the ease you have
but i found myself along side you hand in hand
and nothing felt more warm in my heart.
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