lukemaguire
Broadcast.
Why do you tell me
whenever the television blares,
"I don't need you."
And so the broadcast read,
"Living in pairs is better."
Even after the facts
you say,
"You're worthless."
And so the broadcast reads,
"No one is worthless."
I start to wonder if you're even worth the time
you prove my point,
"Stop. Your opinions are nothing."
And so the broadcast reads,
"We all have something worth saying."
And so I want to leave
on my own behalf,
"But you're all I have."
And so the broadcast reads,
"Liars are plenty."
While the television blares
buzzing with its wise words,
"You need to listen to me."
And so the broadcast reads,
"Do what you feel is right."
And so I leave
walking out the door,
"Finally."
And so the broadcast reads,
nothing.
July is my birthday month. I love July. Even though winter is my favorite season (maybe autumn; I'm not sure), July is my favorite month. I love my birthday. Not because of the gifts, but because I just feel like everything is great and I'm happy and everyone else is happy. I love seeing my friends on my birthday. I love my friends. Friends are so great, aren't they? Even though sometimes I like being alone, the other times I want to be with my friends. They're great. I already said that. I love hanging out with my friends. I wish we'd do it more often. I wish we'd go to someone's house every week to do things. When we usually all get together, it's for a party. It doesn't need to be a party, though. It's just hanging out. God. Why don't we do that? Why don't we listen to music and just have fun? I don't know. It seems great. Yet maybe it would be less valuable, the time we spend together. It's like inflation, if that makes sense. Money. I love money. I wish I had more. It's not like I need it to be ultimately happy, though. It doesn't dictate my mood. Who doesn't want money? We all want money. We all want it to buy things. I'm bored with this topic now. I can't do anything with it.
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