lumpyspacequeen
I met him last year, and I knew it from then. I was under his charm and he had stolen my heart. I haven't been able to express these feelings, still after all this time. At this point in my life, I am overweight and a little unstable, and therefore my selfesteem is at an all time low. I don't need to bring luggage to someone who doesn't need it.
I am not in a physical recovery, but a mental one. Its hard work, but it is not recognized as such. I am just seen as crazy, and not hurt nor struggling
I wanted to find the best suit. I wanted to look great for her, but I didn't know where to start. We weren't set on a color scheme for the wedding, but I know she loves purple. But have you ever realized how many damn shades of purple there are?
Most nights my dreams are incredibly vivid. I can see the places clearly. The colors are brilliant. but the people, they're blurs, with indistinct qualities.
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