marte
the direction is either lost or found. but no, it's just empty and the compass is fighting towards it all. mess. mess.
to live, to die. what is the difference? is it worth living? why are we living? in the whole picture, it's meaningless. existence is meaningless. but living is a fact, a surreal and abstract fact.
i am available. everyone. but i want to be alone. still i am available. still world is a mess up since i do not want to be available still available still not available.