mishamigo
There is a barricade in my mind that always pauses me before I begin to create in any context. Here, especially, I am aware of it because I do not have time to pause with the teal bar crawling across the screen. I wish to destroy this inhibitor someday.
Compounds and chemistry and other intricate sciences make up this world in such a poetic way
but so many who appreciate poetry fail to appreciate nature's own.
Going with the flow is soothing, but risky. What adventures may fall into your lap when you are easygoing around may be wonderful or they may be bland. Whether or not this way of living is better than a more proactive lifestyle is quite undefined and unclear.
Intersections are tricky, for they imply either changing direction or passing another direction by. If you go one way, you loose all of the opportunities and adventures and people down the other, but if you go down the other you loose all of the opportunities and adventures and people on your original path.
I think the reason I sometimes hesitate to approach people is because it leaves a short hope that they will approach me and make me feel like I am truly wanted. Sometimes no one approaches me, and I linger a while longer before heading over to the group, but occasionally it does happen, and i feel exquisite.
I have a no failure policy. Self enforced upon no one but myself. I will stay true to this policy for as long as I can possibly not take 'no' as an answer and as long as I continue to refuse to utter the word 'can't'. With this policy in effect, I will will my future to form as I please.
there is something different for every person that makes them whole. popularized by the media is the component of romance, which is why i believe so many naive teenagers go about desperately seeking love. but it doesn't have to be a lover, for me it is horses. i feel small and rather pointless anywhere else in the world except the back of a horse, where i am everything. i hope that all of my friends can find their fulfilling component sooner than later, and i can hardly wait to see what they are.
i like shapes. shapes can be very basic circles and squares to more complicated shapes like the human figure. my favorite thing is that you can make the more complicated shapes by playing connect the dots with the more basic shapes and make pretty pictures.
I do not like the gym. I think it is too unnatural for so many people cram into a building to build muscles and get fit in such artificial ways. I believe the best way to exercise is by doing what you love.
I find the human figure boring, though that may be attributed to the fact that I have one. A large lump in the middle, four appendages sticking out in different directions, and a globe sitting atop it all for a head. It is so plain (yet so complicated to draw.) No, I find the horse figure much more beautiful, with all their majestic curves and protrusions and indents and tails. (and although they are much more intricate and pretty, they are much much easier to draw then humans. maybe this points to some kind of identity crisis, haha.)
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