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Learning is a life long adventure. As we grow we learn new things to make life a bit easier to live. Although we learn mostly through mistakes and often the hard way. It is was defines us and makes us individuals that move and carry on.
I applied pressure to the wound. I began to look around hoping some one would come help any one. I don't want to be left alone in all this mess. To be left with the guilt of not being able to help all these poor souls.
Sail away with me my love. Were the last words he whispered to me. My young heart was pounding in my chest but I let go...
The upper level of the business is the no no place. I have worked here for 15 years and never once been to the upper level. There are rumors around the office on what it could be. Some say you never come back if you go up. That's why the day I was summoned to the upper level I was terrified.
"Since you feel the need to be such an arrogent ass hole and refuse to listen to my side of things. You give me now choice but to walk away from this partnership" I began to storm out but I feel him grab my arm. I turn around to demand my arm back when it happened. The moment I feel in love him. As he pulls me close to him, he presses his lips to mine before I can refuse. It was slow and in little words... hot.
All the signs pointed to danger, but the yearning was to strong. I needed her, she must be mine. I can't let this go.
Despite all the effort to make this relationship work I just can not possibly carry on. It is physically draining me.
Together at last. I have waited years for this moment. I cant catch my breath or steady my body. I am shaking all over from anticipation. We embrace. Not just any embrace one that makes you feel as if you are spinning and time is standing still but it seems to never end all at once. We don't want to break apart it feels so right to belong to each other. Together at last.
Dysfunctional family is such a cliche. But just so happens is the truth. We push things under until the pressure is just to strong then we explode and loose what little family we have left. Now there are only two.
I woke up in a haze. My head was throbbing and my vision blurry. What was happining? Where am I? The last thing I remember was getting on the subway and heading towards work. When I come to a bit more, I hear screams and terror racking havic around me. I notice light. What light on the subway? I look up in horror at the scene in front of me. The towers, the city will never be the same.
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