olougee
If i keep stressing out and worrying about this heart condition pretty soon i'll be on an incubator with no time to worry. is being on an incubator better that breathing on your own?
I hate myself for being attracted to you and for making your looks the main reason I liked you. That's all you really have anyways. Your looks. You're mean and ugly on the inside, and if you aren't you certainly haven't shown me otherwise.
Why cant we be eternal? life would be so much easier without worries and if only we could live as if there was no end. Could happiness exist even then? or would people continuously be unsatisfied with perfection? I wish to be eternal, if only for a lifetime.
I thought life would be easy until it finally began and it's showing me what it's made of. I've never been so lost in thought. Thoughts constantly run through my head arguing against each other and I just listen and silently scream because my thoughts have a mind of their own.
Sometimes we do things to conquer our fears. We make mistakes so that the fear goes away. But sometimes we make mistakes and the fear gets worse, worse enough for us to never make those mistakes again. I'm afraid to make the same mistakes twice.