oneshoe
Ocne upon a time there live a beautiful writer...the end.
I say this a lot. "Hey, Abby, can you bring me this?"
"Sure!" I reply; I should just say, 'Yes' or 'I'd be happy to.'
And then there are the moments that are not so perfect: "Thank you," I hear him say as I hand over the papers to my boss.
Say 'you're welcome, just say you're welcome' I repeat in my head, but in reality my mouth opens and I respond in one simple word. "Sure."
She sat there staring blankly into the computer screen, her eyes focused in on the blinking cursor, until she eventually turned her computer off and left the room.
I was finishing up in my dressing room when I brushed my hair back behind my ears and that's when I noticed teeth marks on the side of my neck. Teeth marks! I couldn't believe what had happened.
I got up today knowing you were going to call. Knowing I was going to see you. I was going to be happy. The hours went by and nothing was heard, no ring, no text, silent. My heart broke a little knowing you were too busy to even tell me why.
I stood there without a word, without a blink, without being able to breathe, just staring at him. My mind was circling around trying to find something to say, or something to do, but couldn't stop. Thoughts were spiraling out of control while I stood in the stillness of the dark, motionless...
Who's side do you take? Do you take your friends' side even though you know they are in the wrong? Or do you do something about it?
Comfort is so important to me. If I can't find that in my friends or family, then my shoes and my bed have to be comfortable. A good nights rest in a comfortable bed and wake up walking in comfortable shoes= a happy me. :)
You know e-vent. It's like venting to a person but online. Like e-mail and mail.
I don't want you to need me, I want you to want me. Is that so much to ask? But you don't have to want me. Just because that's what I want, it doesn't have to be what you want. I want you to be happy, just as I want to be happy myself. So tell me, what is it that you want?
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