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procedure; probably the worst 9 letter word imaginable. it causes so much pain and discomfort. just the way it rolls off my tongue brings all the memories rushing back. mostly bad memories, but one good one; the fact that i am alive and healthy today.
is what he is saying to me the actual truth? or is it just some made up lie to keep me happy so i will continue to talk to him. but i would rather know the truth and be hurt than to be living a lie. please, please just stop lying to me, that is all i ask of you.
who knows anything? like does she know that i have read her horrible posts? does he know that i know EVERYTHING about the both of them? do they both know how they are hurting me and i am on the edge just ready to jump? i bet not.