Rajkumarimomo
Pairs are seen as two peas in a pod, two shoes, a pair of pants, peanut butter and jelly, salt and pepper etc... Everything seems to go together mellifluously, the same maybe for someone who is in a relationship and in love with someone. Sometimes I wonder after being independent for so long if I ever will be that person that finds my other half, and finally become a pair with someone that truly and deeply understands me, loves me, loves life, challenges me to be a better person. Right now though, I have no hope towards that </3
When I was younger, I used to make collages. They were my way of picturing what I wanted my world to look like. All the beautiful people and things from magazines made me think that was what the key to my happiness would be. But when you have everything, why does it feel you have nothing? I blame the collage!
to reduce the troublesome aspect of a hindrance or obstacle in your life. Easier said than done. I have no idea how to make life simple, and I bet neither do you.
When you have a bad day, have a beer. When you have a good day, have a beer. When you have a meh day, have a beer. Make sure it's the light kind though if you drink like this.
I once made up a story about a pretend boyfriend. It was only a story for me but then I started telling others about it until I actually thought I had a real boyfriend. Moral of the story, stories are powerful!
ratings are everywhere. what was meant first as a mean to locate and place objects within a scale has now become a means to not only rate objects but humas beings as well. I guess that's why from time to time I still think of myself as a the fat girl who will never be loved.
Im ready to dissolve to the next scene in my movie life. Too much time has been spent upon this scene and I can only imagine what the next scene will be. What's ironic though, is I will be feeling his same exact way about my future scene in future time and it will be a constant cycle of unhappiness and discontentment until death knocks at my door. I hope I am able to change the cycle soon.
If ensue success, then why do I keep experiencing failure?
Keep your friends close, keep your enemies closer. Personally, I don't believe I have any true enemies. I think the idea is infantile. I believe there are people that dislike me but no one that hates me to their core. Maybe it's time to be mature.
I clasp onto what I believe my identity is. I hold tight to it because I don't foresee myself being anyone else. What if I am someone else though? Someone greater perhaps? Is it alright to clasp then onto who I think I am as of right now, or let go to who I might be later?
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