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The doors slammed. My head felt just as closed. I knew it would be hard to stay, but I never thought it could just hurt so much. "My heart is closed", you said. "You are now inside forever." I felt like the last man on earth, dead, dead for everybody else.
Affection is killing me. I don't know how to handle it. I don't know how to control my needs. 'Cause I'm so fucking needy. I'm so fucking needy. I keep telling myself: "you have what you deserve, even more". Yet, I constantly ask for more. I'm a tyrant for affection.
I know it's hard to make this choices. We understood the meaning of falling in love and chosing to live together. We understood the hard time we would live through, asking ourselves loyalty and love. We understood we werent prepared. We fought for it, though, and were happy with it. At least we try.
It's understood there is no time to fly. No time for flight. It was understood, at least by the smallest of the three sisters that desperately tried to.