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"And at long last, The Golden Achiever award will be going to Ryan Keelings, your hard work and dedication is duly appreciated around here Ryan, without you we couldnt keep this place running!"
The crowd erupted in applause as Marion announced my award. I scanned the audience and felt my stomach knot, my knees lock and my hands begin to feel clammy. As I steadied my legs beneath me, I stepped one foot in front of the other to accept my award. My anxieties started to dissipate, as I imagined all the audience members in their underwear, stifling a giggle, I finally made it to Marion to accept my award. "Thank you," I muttered lowly into the microphone and practically ran off the stage and down the stairs back to my seat, crumpling down as low as possible to avoid any eyes on me.
What she deserved and what she thought she deserved were on two different spectrums of reality. She would eternally feel remorse for the decision she had made a lifetime ago, and take responsibility for any wrong doings in her life. If her boyfriend beat her, she thought she deserved it. If her boss had a bad day and took it out on her, she felt she deserved it. If it was supposed to be sunny and it rained, hell, she knew that was God punishing her and she continued to mope along unaware that she could turn this all around. "Be Gracious, know that you are a child of God, see the beauty around you!" If she only knew God forgave her so very long ago, and that he had better plans for her, all she had to do was listen with an open heart.
I can not and will not accept you are taking those for any true medical necessity! You are too young to be depending on those pills as a crutch, and you have no idea the lasting effect they will have on you and your body! Do you have any idea how hard it will be to get off of them at this point?? Try smoking a joint instead of pumping your body full of that harmful poison!
After all these years of restraint, he finally acted on his desires for her. From best friends to lovers with the simple brush of his lips on hers. His thoughts were racing through the possibilities of loosing her forever but he had to take that risk, his heart could not beat without her. She was his now in all ways, all he had to do was convince her!
The younger version of me stared back at me with unblinking eyes. Brown eyes matching brown eyes, stubborn to a fault, not bending or breaking under my determination to get her to see the travesty in giving her heart to that boy!