T.Rose
Everything I know about life has taught me that I know nothing about life...and it knows everything about me..
I thought about what that little line might do for me. Would I be mysterious all of a sudden? Would women think I was prettier than before?
Would it change my world?
His words don't shock me anymore. I've been called everything in the book. I look at him now and realize the only meaning is he is a shell of a man and it's his lacking not mine that comes out in rage...
I'm religious, that seems to be an instant impression, but why, I'm no different than anyone else...what do they see, that I can't? Or maybe we can always see it in another and not ourselves..?
He looked up at me and promised next time we come here, I'll pay more attention to you than the steak..and the next yr, he looked up at me and said, "sorry, I did it again"...
Were the sunbeams brighter as a child? It seemed so. The sun hasn't gotten cooler, so it must be me..I must find my sunshine again..
Lower your voice he said, I said I already lowered my expectations, isn't that enough? He smiled as I yelled some more.
For me, Go means stop. It means think of every possible thing that can go wrong or stop me.
After I parse every possibility, then it's go time!
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