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I styled the side of my day to reflect rainbow when the sun hit it I am lazy afternoon cup of caffeine new to me I have a new job of turning living into my career

never

I never thought I would be this deep in. I used to be so scared and now, through the fear, I push forward into what is usually referred to as 'the light'. I'm not sure if it's light out where I land. I've always liked the evening in fall. So I'd like to start there. Use the light of the moon on an adventure.

They can't feel themselves Daleks ruin humanity the cockroach of the universe but somehow they are always stepped on

the glass in the ground illuminated her face making the lines bright shimmering shards of last night's last year's lazy walker she lay there like a dart fallen off of the board

help

i report a help call sir! please take me to the planet where i can multitask the most

begin

the dive begins sink information deep into my brain so i can excavate it later will this homework ever end I'm looking for a different kind of madness

flex

three muscles flex preparing to sift through the etcha sketch travel through the lines in the road you find yourself already trapped in the box running running running along one line that wrapps around everything raps quietly on on my chamber door on my heart making my rhythm life push start kick bass string and i'm stuck on that line again

the weather seeps in between the wood planks on the deck your hair is all wet and deflated whether i could dream you away or closer i'm not sure if i would i'm not sure you really exist or if i'm sending out too much on a wish

the combination of the both of you in my head is giving out to much power to you two too much hasn't happened i miss you i will never know you you will never understand the ocean sounds my brain makes

the profound lack of lines around your eyes says your not wise yet the crows still bark in your mind they have not reached the mud of your skin keep calling it clay if you want either way you're still waiting for an imprint its just a couple of footprints from a bird to you but really its about learning how to get yourself out of the mud to think and love at the same time realize you are hollow bones maybe i honored it maybe i didn't i know i am fragile because i keep cracking at odd angles sometimes i feel silly for thinking that i might find something that makes me feel full and doesn't weigh me down but at times i need a little grounding because as a human i can be astoundingly stupid i forget i don't want to float away or be stuck in the same place In those moments where i am atmospheric surrounded by tree branches and the cosmos the violet humbles me while i realize each leave is a moment i have lived maybe i honored it maybe i didn't i climb down the trunk into the grass and meet the frogs and animals i couldn't when my head was caught up in the air

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“I styled the side of my day to reflect rainbow when the sun hit it I am lazy afternoon cup of caffeine new to me I have a new job of turning living into my career”

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lovebodylightmorningmakingheadsometimeshopewishnowdreambettermomentbluecrazyquit