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I wave my magic wand after our fight, hoping to make all things right. I dislike the way you look at me, like I'm chained down and will never be free. Please don't yell at me like that, it was only a stupid Auburn University hat.
I feel like I'm centuries old when I don't sleep. It's 5:30 in the AM and I have not slept since yesterday. I am always awake when you're not here. I need you beside me to sleep because without you I feel unsafe...vulnerable...a million years old and fragile like glass.
You are my pillar, my standing strong rock. You hold me up when the flood waters threaten to take me down. You are my everything.
Our personalities clash, we are one in the same yet exact opposites. We're like a freaking thunderstorm. Lightening - electricity. Rain - water. They meet and someone dies.
Like a rocket, my blood pressure shoots into the night. You know just how to piss me off just the right way. Eff you. I hate you. You have never been the kind of daddy I deserved. You have no right to hit me, not when I was 12 and not now that I'm 19. I may be an adult but that doesn't justify abuse.