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The antithesis of fear is peace. Or calmness. Or bravery. I'm not really sure actually. I just no that I'm none of those things. I really don't think that I'm scared. But I'm not at peace or calm about anything right now.

Expectations are rarely met, unless of course you don't have any. In which case they aren't met, but you don't really care, as you had no idea what to expect. I never really know what to expect when i move to a ne place, but I usually look forward to it.

Almost, I have heard that word far too many times tio have it matter to me any more. Almost got a date tonight, almost cooked dinner well. Almost is too much of a cop out. I don't think that any one can ever really almost do anything. Except almost be

alarm

I was alarmed to learn that I was not the only girl in his life. Alarmed to know that I wasn't going to have my way with him. Not that i intended anything immoral. I just wanted to marry him, that was all. And now she came along and ruined everything.

drain

the life was draining out of me. I don't know how I can think, eat, sleep, do anything at all. I like him, but I knew that I couldn't continue on without knowing his feelings

spike

spiked punch and apple juice, eating donuts by the road. his heart wasn't hers to have, but she wanted it. she needed it, her heart was his completely

She shut her eyes and wished with all her heart that things could be the way she had dreamed. She knew that she wouldn't ever have the boy she was currently visiting.

juice

drinking had never been her vice, and she had lots of vices.

flakes of white were falling. no one could tell where they were coming from. jenny certainly would never tell that they were falling from her head. not that any one would ever believe that she had that much dandruff.

the two of them were magnetically attracted to each other. Thankfully for her she had some sense that he was not right for her, so she pulled back it was the stupidest thing she had ever written.

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