vitupera

I've forgotten a bit of my old balance, my old calm. Perhaps it was never there, perhaps I was only alright when nothing was at stake. Instinctively I knew it, and I threw down another wager. Now I am waiting to see how I lose.
A pillar of salt or community or similar burdens. A column (Ionic is better than Dorian any day). Better to stand alone than be a support. Did I get that right?
My life has no depth right now. I push papers and pretend to be more interesting people. Sometimes, I read science fiction stories. And now I am done.