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I'd flirt with you helplessly, if I had courage. I'd look into your eyes and smile. I'd give you a playful slap on the arm. If I had any idea how to get there. At this moment, that seems like miles away. I can't even talk to you let alone flirt. And when I flirt, I make it worth it. There's not worth in flirting when it won't get me anywhere.
Give me a clue, a sign, some little hint. I am so completely hopeless; it's pathetic. Help me figure something out. I don't know who I am, I don't know who you are, I don't know what to do. Give me a clue, to help me realize what I'm doing. Give me a clue on how to get you.
The carnival. The haunting houses, the careless carousels, the laughing lunatics. Let's go to the carnival and get caught up in their bags of tricks. Something to believe in, or simply pass the time. Let's go to the carnival and slowly lose our minds.
Buy me a pony. Then I know you truely care. By me a pony so I'll never forget to remember you're there. Something to support me and show me each day. Buy me a pony. There's no other way.
Adopt on the new ways and habits that we want. It sounds so easy, yet I know it's hard to attain. Take on everything you want, everything you need, to save yourself, this country, this planet. Save everything. Adopt what you need to save, to save yourself.
If I could spread my wings and fly, I'd be gone. Like the magic of a butterfly, daintily touching everything it flies by. If I could float along, across the magic of the world. If I was as delicate. I'd be gone with a simple blow of the wind.
Walls, surrounding me. LET ME OUT. everywhere I turn, walls are holding me in. Captured. How do I get out, when it's clear I'm meant to be held in. A captive in these walls, forced to remain, forever.
We all orbit around the sun. We're helpless to it, there's nothing we can do to change it. We are at the absolute mercy of the sun. Forever. Trapped by the sun. Always.
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