AngelOfTheLord
"Will you please just leave me alone?!" she said and started crying. And I just stood there, because I just realized that it's not like in the movies, being pushy and keep asking someone out won't really work. It was actually sort of like a mechanism for me, if someone turned me down, I kept asking them. But seeing her sitting there, actually crying, just because I couldn't take a no, sent a wave of shame trough my body. ´"I'll just .. Go then" I said, and then I left her.
Meanwhile, she just continued babbling about everything. Her new boyfriend, her new car, her new flat, and I just really didn't care. I just kept thinking about the girl with the red hair and golden eyes, because I just couldn't forget her.
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