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The bell rings
rings
rings
First period: Mathematics
If Karen has 3 shoes and Eric has 2, how many can Sara have?
None.
Second period: History
Sara lost the battle against Karen this year.
She was forced to remain silent and do all the work.
Final class: Home Economics.
Watch as Sara teaches you how to cook, clean, do the laundry, have a job.
Just watch.
Don't help.
The bell rings
rings
rings
Class dismissed.
I just want the right job
the right job for me to save up money
the right job for me to have the right wardrobe
the right job for me to be able to transfer where I want when I want
the right job so that I can get things for Steph
the right job so that I can help to support us
the right job...
for me
I hope that this is it
I don't feel like writing today. Especially about this town. I want to go away with you to somewhere new. Our town. Wherever and whenever that may be.
I thought we'd get along just fine in this
new place and this
new time
but I'm starting to miss the older days
when things were simpler
but more complicated
difficult
but happier
its not that I don't like you
I guess I just miss the old crew
Like lightening
but even more
your love
keeps me going
through all things
you
The moon
That's always the first thing that comes to mind
And then...
Your eyes
Both deep, both bright
Both the most beautiful things I've ever seen
Just the right shade of green
How I'd love to fall into them again
But until then
I'll just stare longingly at the moon
And wish it was you
Your arms
Hot chocolate
Nutella
Cookies fresh out of the oven
Cinnamon rolls
We were building something
Something like family
Something like home
Something like a sanctuary
Let me go back there
Soon
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