ashleymccoustic
I have a main thought.
I need to let go and live.
Let go of the worries indirect to what I want to do, the risks I want to take.
I need to let go of the fear that somehow, I'm going to hurt someone I love by taking a chance, even though they're far away from me.
I need to let go of the fear of my dad hating me, or the fear of going to Hell. Everyone sins, and everyone who believes is saved.
I need to love what I love shamelessly, and live. I think I need to be unapologetic for how I feel.
I think I need to live unapologetically. These are the years to do that.
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