ashums
I am alive. I breathe, I feel, I think, I taste. Life is not about the moments you spend wanting, it's about the moments you spend feeling unstoppable, intangible, and victorious. It's standing at the top of the cliff face with your arms raised and your face to the sun, feeling pride in the simple thought, "I did it. I'm free."
Sometimes I have nightmares where I'm the passenger in a car, and when I look over to see who's driving and it's a skeleton or a dog or some other thing that can't drive, and the car swerves out of control and I don't know how to stop it. I've been having this nightmare my whole life.
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