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Prime is when you have one thing in mind. Not all thousands of thoughts running through your mind. You have either one person or one thing that is haunting you that you can't seem to get out of your mind. It is like it is harassing you that you can't seem to stop thinking about what is going to happen the next day! It is like nothing you try to do will help you.
What do you value the most? Is it your friends? Is it your family? Or do you even know? I value life. Life has given me the opportunities to live to my fullest. I would never give it up for anything.
Clever is used when someone was or is trying to do the simple task. But what do you think of it really?! I honestly have never heard of what clever actually means. But all I know is that no matter what, there are always going to be different ways to say things and the different meanings of them all.
You think of armor as the shiny suit that protects the person who is in it. But one thing that you didn't understand is that you don't have to have a suit to protect you physically. But have it mentally or emotionally. It shouldn't matter the size or the shininess of it. As long as it protects you then, it really shouldn't matter. Honestly, I think that by having that armor, it makes you feel like you're on top of the world! You could have the best feeling of not having to worry about people coming into your life and trying to tear it down. It is like you don't have to worry about the struggles of making it through the day! You have that armor covering and protecting. Not letting nothing come through the door of your heart. Don't let people come into your life and let them lie to you. Don't let them come through and feed you with the heartbreak and the emotions that you could never get a hold of again! Let people see the real you and the armor of shine will keep that for you.
You always wonder what you can do to portal your life. You want to have the best but things never want to go the way you wanted it too. So you portal it
What do you feel when everyone around you is happy but you are not? What do you feel when something goes wrong or you make someone feel awkward to be around? You feel camouflage. You feel like you can't be seen. That is how anyone feels! They will one minute be alive as can be, but something goes wrong and you get into that mode. Where nothing or no one can see you. You are camouflage.
Confident isn't like it used to be. Everyone was telling themselves that you don't need someone to come along and tell you what to do. You didn't need to have to use someone else to make yourself happy. Confident is what defines us. To make us stronger. To let us come alive. Not to sit and waste away a life that was created for you...Live up to your fullest. live with no regrets.
The beginning is something that comes first. So I have been told. But what is it really? It is a start of a new life. It is a word that tells us that there is no point on giving up! No point on saying, "I'm not worth it today." Because you are. the beginning is the point where you say, " I start here." and live a life that you want to have it. not living it on how someone else wants your life to be, where you want your beginning! It is watching your life begin again. Beginning a new life, it equals a new start! To a long living good life.
There are days that I just want to think why I was worthwhile and why everyone wants to spend time with me? Only to find out that I was getting stabbed in the back and my heart was breaking... No matter what I try to do I am never good enough. It has been very difficult to breathe in the last few days and i just want the pain to go away. I have never had the difficulties of feeling like this but I hope that no matter what happens, i will be worthwhile to somebody! And when that day comes, I am never letting go!! Not ever. I just want to be worth someone's time and not played like I was and never have to deal with the heart ache. But I do so what difference does it make? Not a thing! Oh well, its life. Worthwhile is what I need and it is what I am going to get! Even if I have to wait a million years for it to happen, I will! Just remember me when you want to have that meaningful life.
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