baileycain
she repeated the same words over and over in her head
and aloud when she was alone
those last words you gave her
pumping through every vein as a constant reminder that you were no longer hers
I know what I've done isn't my fault, it's something in my head, something I can't fix, I have no control. I hear the voices, they tell me what to do. Don't eat, hurt yourself, kill your mom, they scream. What am I to do? I can't help it, why am I being punished.
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the words Bailey reaches for
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