bijan
I remember I went to a camp in the summer for 4 weeks. I loved it. They would make you sweep the cabin every morning. I had never swept before in my life till I got there. I was really bad at it. I thought the point was to push the dirt under things, or spread it out till you couldn't really see it anymore...
Speech.
I'm not good at speaking. I get too flustered and frightened and I rethink everything I said. I sometimes go to sleep at night reliving conversations I've had that day and thinking how I could redo them.
I wish I could write everything before I said them...
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